My Life Quote:

"If you just dream your dreams, they'll never come true." ~Takanori Nishikawa


I Guess "Forever" means 6 months...

Hey gaiz.

This is a more somber entry.

Today I found out that some one of whom really cared about had deleted me from her friends. I really thought she cared about me also. Pfft. Guess not. I keep now thinking about last year at this time and about how happy we were. Last year at this time I had the best person in the world, right there, and I thought it would remain that way. But now, one year later, she is gone and she hates my living guts and there ain't a thing in Siberia that I can do about it.


Life really sucks right now...

Also, I really need to talk to someone, y'know, for moral support, but all my friends are away for spring break or asleep or busy or whatever.


I guess its time to officially move on...

I mean, we would have parted ways eventually anyway, right?



Sorry...just a little tempermental at the current moment.


Well, I shall update again with a more positive message!!

I hope.


At least I got the Youtube updated:

Check it out!!!


Wooooo YEAH!!!

Hey gaiz. 'Tis At.
I'm just giving a quick lil message harr. As most of you know, Japan is dealing with some tough stuff right now, and with the Fukushima Daiichi nuclear plant going bonkers and polluting teh air, I don't really know what the future holds.
I do have faith and believe that everything will eventually be okay. I mean, Japan is a very strong country.
I believe that they will get out of this, recover, and come back better than ever.
After all,
we always do!
I don't know if you gaiz noticed, but I made a special video to Japan on my page so be sure to check it out!
(I posted it here on my blog and on my livejournal also)
As far as me, I'm doing well. Having some personal issues, but what's new, right? lulz
I can be so lulzy haha.
I love me.
Oh! I've been working on some new music ^^
It's gonna be SO KITTENY.
I got most of my lyrics written and in the summer I'll be in the studio and recording my new stuff professionally.
Ya hear that gaiz???
Now you can get the real sense of At! :)
It's gonna be SO KITTENY.
I'm also working on some other projects, and have a few other things up my sleeve, so you're gonna have to keep watch on my youtube page and my official band site!
Well, gotta go for now.
Take care!
Or not.
Just kidding!




Hello my blogging friends and foes.

This is your Jap Trap, AtJap13, on a more somber note.

Japan has been struck by an 8.9 earthquake on Friday, March 11 and is still experiencing many aftershocks, one after another. Also, the earthquake has caused multiple tsunamis, and now other locations such as Hawai'i are in danger of facing tsunami.


As if all that wasn't bad enough, there is the danger of the nuclear power plant in Fukushima leaking or being damaged in some way. This would cause mass destruction and death due to the fact that, as most of us know, nuclear waste is very hazardous to our health and the environment.

I am very concerned...

I really hope everything gets better and not too many more people get hurt!

And, my heart goes out to the families who did lose loved ones due to the quake, tsunami, or aftershocks.

If you want to know more about this, you can go to or check out NHKWorld.

Now that the depressing news is over, I shall move on to news of a lighter kind.

I have finally, with lots of liquids, soup, and cough drops, defeated my epic feat of flus! Yes, it is true, I had two flu viruses, with two colds sandwiched in the middle. HAHA It really sucks to be a tiny little thing like me, huh? LOL

But yeah...I'm healthy once again...

Or so I thought.

My braces got tightened, and I have a new wire on the top, so my mouth is ridiculously sore right now and has gotten me once again down in the dumps. Waaaaaaaaaa~!

However, I shall survive!


I'm still adorably hyper.

Also, last Saturday I went to a dance, and I looked pretty epically awesome if I do say so myself.

Anyway, that is that. The dance was boring, and I was just glad to return home. HAHA

I've been working on my drawing again lately, as well as retyping my novella, Yako:Inter and editing it for errors. Hopefully I can publish it online soon...

Well, take care everybody!



P.S. Take care Takanori! I love you and hope you stay safe!